Have you ever caught yourself in that type of situation? It’s funny how one text from a certain person could lead you to having all these butterflies and happy emotions. You’re sitting there, reading the text over and over and you just continue to smile. You’re caught smiling like an idiot and it’s almost impossible to wipe that smile off your face. I just love those types of texts that instantly put me in a good mood, especially when I’m having a rough day.
i miss how we used to talk. every morning we wake up and look forward to just talk from the beginning of the day till we sleep. i miss how the conversations could last forever and not much effort is given. now, i’d feel like i am just a total lost of interest in you. i bored the shit out of you and i just try so hard to talk but honestly, i find it so hard to keep up with it. i miss how we were so bond to each other. now i feel like we’re drifted apart. sigh, i feel like a fucking failure. i wish i could be better so i don’t lose you.